syncretism

... "What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from." - TS Eliot ...time for a brief update since the last was at the start of med school when i meandered off and neglected large portions of my life... ...in exchange for tedious hours spent studying dusty books and toiling long hours to master the finer points of surgery... now i am at the conclusion of that chapter in my life... ...staring down my boards and licensing with weary eyes ...so out of my rebellious nature, i have found a spot of comfort in my old habits creativity is such a beautiful form of procrast

sorry i have been tardy and absent as of late... ...make that an apology for an extended holiday from DA all i can say is that medical school is far more complicated and confusing than one would expect... ...what little time i have between class and lab time has been spent practicing diagnostic techniques, writing charts, and late nights studying at this point i believe that sunlight is a rumour, delight is a figment of the imagination, and creativity is nothing but bunk... next week i need to take a break and pick up my camera... ...dust off the lens and make myself retrace my daily steps but take a moment to inspect it all from a diff

... ...i suppose it is time to attempt a rebirth a reawakening of creativity, answer the call of stirring productivity... ...just when everyone had begun to think i had given up the ghost... ...i think i'll come back try again, experiment, and try out the rocking camera i was given for my early anniversary present... ...as soon as i figure out the settings, read the manual, all that technical boring but necessary jazz ... on one condition though... ...don't rip off my work, sell my work behind my back it is flattery on one hand to think that someone likes my stuff... ...but it is a knife in my back to go and make a profit off of it